WHY WHY WHY

After working here, it really forces me to think why.

A lot of things ain't that simple anymore after I think of the whys.

Even reading a book is not simple. Instead of reading to finish off the book, I'm now trained to analyse the keywords.

Back then (and now still) I'm like a programmed system. Whatever people ask me to do, I do. But the way I do is to tick off the checklist. Done, tick. Done, tick. Done, tick.

After a year plus a lot of people (mostly colleagues and bosses) told me not to fulfill tasks because they ask me to. I need to think deeply why I'm being asked to do that. But all I knew was just the surface, never the intention behind it.

Soon I realised that I'm also applying it in my daily life. Why this why that. And I analyse others as well. Though not very often, but I do sense that it is starting slowly to be involved in my life.

It isn't a simple thing, but when I have this habit, I'll tend not to judge people or step into conclusions easily. I will instead take time to understand the reason behind it, then only decide whether to disagree on it or not.

There are still a lot of gaps to fill in, hope to settle my basics by year end and start next year a new year!