WORSE.
Got this dizziness since 'bout 2 weeks ago? And the doc can't help anything except giving me some dizzy and blood circulation pills, plus B complex pills. Which I have no idea what was that for.
And guess what? Went to D'sara Utama Hospital this afternoon to see the ENT specialist, did a few hearing and pressure tests, and well, I'm having problems with my right ear pressure.
At least it's nothing wrong with my brain. 'Cause I didn't go to for scanning. Ha. So I don't know whether there's anything to do with my brain or not.
At the end, doc said, maybe stress, maybe not enough of rest.
Hmm.
Stress? I don't know. I seldom feel stress, except when exams are coming.
Oh wait, my trial exams ARE coming.
And I got complaints from my friends that I kept going here and there during recess for the past, 2 months I think.
For the Chinese Society Annual Hightea.
Owh well, I can't help it. I don't have the habit of doing things last minute.
But at least I ate during recess what. Never did I once skip recess just because I was busy.
And to say the truth, I like being busy.
Whaaaaaaaaat?
Is there any problems?
Like seriously, it's like a part of my life being busy, being occupied by something.
And actually I was scolded by teacher TWICE for being worry 'bout other people's part of performance or job.
I have a lot of WHAT IFs in my mind.
And when I'm typing this, I'm having butterfly stomach.
'Cause the Chinese Society Annual Hightea is TOMORROW!
And I skipped the rehearsal this afternoon because of the appointment with the doc.
Argh, that was when I wanna practice the lines with the other emcees 'cause apparently I'm one of them, with a total of 6 emcees, I'm doing my part for the prizes, and there will be a part when all 6 of us will come out together for the intro.
Sigh. Really scare that there won't be enough time to rehearse 'cause I still have the choir practice to attend, and and and, I scare that I'll blow up on stage.
AH!!!!
Ok, gotta stop screaming and chill, gotta go to bed and have a good night of sleep.
Everything will be fine by tomorrow, and, whoa, pray for smoothness of the event.
Ok, ok, ok. Let's chill.
Voila. =)
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