Internal Conflict

I'm referring to my mind internal conflict.

Everyday it'll be a day of worrying on getting more business, and at the same time telling myself to be positive, it's just a job.

But when your job can make so much difference to your life and your parents' lives, it becomes a responsibility, and hence the pressure.

The mind and heart just want different things at the same time.

Sometimes I feel like I'm split into 2 characters. This is just so crazy.