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Friday, September 30, 2011

Today Was

A fairy tale you were the prince
I used to be a damsel in distress

You took me by the hand, and you picked me up at six

Today was a fairytale, today was a fairytale

YEAH RIGHT.

Today was just not my day.

Stomach muscle cramp, tired, insomnia and lack of sleep, gotta shift to form 3 class and the table was extremely low plus extremely high chair ( I know I'm not tall thank you but still it made me uncomfortable by sitting on it) and the assembly was on for form3 students.

Argh.

What's worse?

Went to staffroom to get the teachers' signatures and saw my Acc teacher who asked me:

"Eh Jasmine, how come your akaun pengeluaran like that huh?"

Ah. Oh.

I didn't attend her class on that day so I wasn't so sure how to do that even though it wasn't that tough and I just learnt how to master it a day before Acc exams. Guess it wasn't enough.

Then when she wanna mark my Section B, she just frowned and asked how this like that while marking.

I can't bear to listen anymore so I just blah.

Extremely upset because the way she spoke made me feel disappointed with myself for letting her down 'cause I think she's expecting something more than what I'd done as she marked my papers 1st.

And I'm extremely disappointed with myself too, since I dropped from ST1/ST2 to this class just because of the sake of Acc. I really hope that I can do it well but from the expression that teacher gave me today, I can only say, it's my fault for not able to do the best.

What's worst? My Physics 2.

Apart from saying it was terrible for me, I'd nothing more to say.

To other people, it was considered easy because they got something much more than what I'd got. They were well-prepared but not me.

Do you know how bad did I feel for letting people down because I didn't do the best that they expected me to?

Apart from feeling bad, upset, disappointed, I gotta check the dictionary for more similar words.


Owh well, I guess life still goes on even though it sucks sometimes.

I guess I gotta be more prepared for the real SPM.

Gotta go.

Voila. =)

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