Skype-ing with Them.

Tried to Skype with Poh ah Poh last week but for some reason, it couldn't work so we video call through Facebook instead.

She initiated the video call session despite her packed schedule with thesis and assignment and finals (Life of a MMU student - there is no such thing as CNY break. Teehee.) She managed to finish her targeted work on time so we actually asked each other through WhatsApp at the same time whether we can start to video call or not.

She wanted to know more on the break up, basically she's the only one who persuaded me to go back because she had been through similar situation, just that me and her bf play the same role while obviously she's the one who always kena marah one. Hehehe.

At the end, her face was crumpled up and she looked more bothered about the break up than me. HAHAHA. Because she couldn't understand why this why that, as if I do. :P

And also she was the one who pointed that I looked angry instead of sad, considering she cried a lot when she broke up with her first love whom she dated only for A MONTH, or 31 days if she prefers this way. Hahaha. I remember the times because we were studying together and I knew how sad she was. But for me, it was totally opposite. Trust me, I do not understand why I react in this manner too.

After an hour, I passed her back to her bf who was waiting for her to video call him. :')

As for yesterday, I Skyped with Ms ERT who initiated it also. And who spent 80% of our chat trying to figure out HOW TO PRINT SCREEN OUR FACES. -.-

I had Photoscape installed long time, so it's always easy for me to print screen anything I want. As you know, the print screen that comes with the laptop can be cacat sometimes. So there she was, trying to print screen my big face while I smiled until I couldn't feel my face anymore. HAHAHA.

Basically we talked about how she is always craving for food and she actually baked a chocolate cake! Wow. I suddenly like you more Ms ERT. Can I come and live with you? :-*

And she always says that I'm her Google because she can ask me to translate BM to English for her thesis, she can ask me CNY stuff, everything that she can find through Google but she purposely choose not to because it's so much easier to ask me.

What I actually did was to Google and tell her the answer when she can just Google by her own. -.- Okay I'm moving out now. Bleh.

So we talked for an hour or so, and she still couldn't figure out how the print screen works and blames the laptop for malfunctioning. *grin*


Yeah I treasure times like this a lot. It's way better than texting because it lacks of seeing the faces. Hehehe. Love both of you so much. ❤

Skype-ing with Ms ERT

So while I was doing my chapter 4 for FYP, this lady Skype message me to say hi. I had just cloased the FB tab and had no idea where did the notification sound come from.

Until I saw the number 1 appeared at the Skype icon at the taskbar.

And the only person who will text me through Skype is obviously Ms ERT. Hahaha.

She was in the computer lab using her laptop to do her proposal for FYP and decided to Skype with me for a while.

When she said a while, it's really a while because both of us are busy with FYP stuff.

So I said okay, and guess what? While she was Skype-ing with me, I was Skype-ing with her, and few other classmates of her.

Turned out that everyone (around 10 I think) saw me appeared in her laptop screen and said hi to me and the best part was, SHE WAS NOT USING HEADPHONES/EARPHONES so what I said to her, everyone in the lab can hear.

-.-

Even though they were busy too, and just said hi to me and not more, I still felt weird. Okay la, I admit that I was shy. :\

Yeah she was always bullied by us by speaking Chinese to her. Hehehehehe.

Until she ignored me. TT


Anyway, all the best to you and your FYP! Hehehehe~ :P

Promises.

When they say they will never leave, they really mean it.

At least at that moment, they really do. Because at that moment, they really love you. They really do.



What happens when lightbulbs can't be fixed anymore? Even when you try so hard to think that perhaps the problem isn't the lightbulb. Must be something else.

You throw away the spoilt one, and you replace it with a new one.





When love is not as much as it seems to be, they left. They know they said they won't, but in the end, they just left. Leaving you with a broken heart, catching memories when they said, I will never leave you.

Never ever find a replacement to heal the wound in the heart of yours. Because in the end, you might end up with another broken heart.

Love is not a lightbulb. You can't have it replaced when it's spoilt. Yes, it hurts. But let it sinks. Till one day when you realise, it doesn't hurt anymore.

Because it just makes you stronger.



Only God's promises never fail. 

Tiffany Alvord - Over For Good

So a friend of mine is going through a hardship. A breakup, to be specific.

I still remember her asking me this:

"I dont know which one is worth to suffer. Break up and suffer the break up. Or dont break up suffer the relationship where we both dont understand each other."

I never been through breakups before (HOPEFULLY WON'T NEED TO), so technically I can't really 100% understand the feeling (I can only understand 50% of it). 

I may be very mean to share this song here specially dedicated to you but.. if you read this post, I just want to tell you that I'm here for you as always, and Tiffany Alvord says this in her description of this video:

"If you've ever gone through a break up and felt that pain of losing someone.. I'm sorry. I know the feeling. The questions of wondering if it's really over... and trying to figure out who you are as you piece yourself back together is quite draining. I however hope you find some comfort in knowing you're not alone, and I've been there too. It will be okay..."



The rain pours and I’m drowning
'Cause I never thought we would
Be standing here like strangers
And be over for good
After we part ways
Decided that we need space
No one else gets who I am
And when I feel my heart ache
Wishing this was all fate
I’ll keep on telling myself that you’ll come back
So where does that leave us if we can’t be us
Is it really over for good? Over for good
Oh oh, ooooh ooh, yeah yeaah
Will you turn around?
Will you fix all that you broke?
I know for a matter of fact
We were struggling, but I’ve got hope
After we part ways
Decided that we need space
No one else gets who I am
And when I feel my heart ache
Wishing this was all fate
I’ll keep on telling myself that you’ll come back
So where does that leave us if we can’t be us
Is it really over for good?
And where does that leave us here without your love
If only you did what you should
Then it wouldn’t be over
For good
And it’s pounding through my head
Like a siren, lights are flashing red
Feels like I’m dying
Always loved you like I should
And it kills me to say
We’re over, over for good
So where does that leave us if we can’t be us
Is it really over for good?
And where does that leave us here without your love
If only you did what you should
Then it wouldn’t be over
For good
Ooh ooh, oooh-over, over for good

Welcome Back Ms ERT!!!!

To blogging! Yay!!!!!!!!!

Finally I've got at least one blog to stalk. Pity me. Being bored for so many years already.

I'm sooooooooo glad that I was mentioned in the first post of yours! Double yay!!!!! And our picture was set as your FB profile picture! Triple yay!!!!!!!!!

But your font is set as the typical classical typewriter font. So when I read I felt so... classy as well. :P



Anyway it's a good thing because at least I know what you are doing (stalker mode on) and how you are feeling (stalker mode on level increased) or what song you are listening (just purely want to listen to songs I never listen before no stalker mode yup NO STALKER MODE).



Great to have you back in the blogging world! *pat your back. HARD.* Hehehehehe. :P

ERT Day

Before I begin writing this post, I actually click into the label Ms ERT to check when was the last time I met her.

It was actually on the 29th of May.

I blinked twice. Think hard thrice. Because May is her birthday month and I remember NOT seeing her during her birthday this year that was why I recorded A Thousand Years (piano version of course) for her this year.

Then I stared at the date again.

This time I focused on the year.

Wait.

2014?

I checked the time on my laptop. It's 2015 this year.

We didn't see each other for one year plus? SERIOUSLY?

*scratch head* Got that long mea? O.O


Okay nevermind. Back to our day.

We were supposed to meet Hezrin too. But that dumb dumb mistaken the day for our date as Saturday and made his other plannings to be done today. Mandi sungai konon-kononnya. -.-

So Ms ERT and I met in McD in BRP and turned out that she doesn't like to wait alone inside McD. -.-

Not sure whether it's because we didn't see each other for too long until our stories are cut short or because we did chat in FB/WhatsApp once in a while. We talked and talked, ended a conversation, then scratched our heads to think of new conversations.

Hahahahaha. But once we got something to talk, we talked non-stop.

Basically it was me sharing my story and her sharing hers. By stories I mean regarding relationship one la. :P

She also mentioned about me being her only friend who is still blogging. I'm that loyal. Can't help it. :D

But seriously la. Those who blogged during highschool times stop blogging once they graduated. I became dead bored because I got no blogs to stalk. I mean, to sneak a peek on how are their lives. Yeap. That was what I meant. :D

Then we selfie. Like, 27 pictures. She had hard time trying to catch up with my banyak pattern faces. HAHAHAHAHAHA.

And because the most pictures that I can insert into a collage with Photoscape is 25, the picture below exists.

Tengok pun pening kan. @@

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

A more normal one.

And a more romantic one HAHAHAHA!!!!

No idea why I kena shoot. :(

So we chatted and took selfies until 3pm and we went back home. Don't miss me! And I'm not sponsoring you flight ticket to Singapore bahahaha!



By the way, Ho Chi Minh is in Vietnam, not Thailand. XDDDDDD

Till the next time I see you Ms ERT! ♥

An Uncle and An Aunty

I mean.... Ms ERT.

Okay, so let's talk about the short meeting with Uncle. It's so hard to meet him, so we hardly talked nonsense throughout the meeting since I had to meet Ms ERT after that.

So... blah blah blah blah. Hahahaha.

I'm starting to think whether I had innocently brought forward one of his dreams, or accidentally messed up his plans.

But definitely, we had switched roles. He wants everything to be fast, fast and fast, but I'm going on a slow pace, which resulted in him asking when am I going to get myself a data plan. He was like, how can you survive without data plan? I answered back by saying ain't I sitting in front of you well and alive? Bahahahaha.

Anyway he dropped me at Giza because apparently Ms ERT still didn't know how to go to McD, and the first song I heard in his car was..... ALL OF ME! For no reason, yesterday I had a quick thought whether I'll be listening to this song in his car or not. And there it was.

Sheeessshh, I'm starting to feel creepy of myself.

May I introduce to you~ The bird nest head Uncle~

He's just like Kaofu, everytime take pictures also want to send to other people to post online and tag them. Uncle said he doesn't look nice in this picture because he was using my camera. -.- In the end he used his iPhone to take but I refused to let him send to me and post. Muahahahahaha.

Did I mention that everytime I see Uncle there has to be some problems with me? The last time I started to have flu, this time I'm starting to have my wisdom tooth growing which results in ulcer. Gah.

So, Ms ERT had apprently arrived at Giza half an hour earlier than our meeting because she takut sesat. Guess what she did while waiting for me? She had Baskin Robbins as breakfast! Yay! Without me! Double yay!

So we went to Nadeje for lunch, and she wanted so badly to eat TPF's snowflake, so, no birthday cake hahahahaha. We ate Mango Snowflake and we updated each other about our stories, and no, we didn't go to the zoo and visit the pandas because we are not allowed to do it yet. Hahaha sorry Ms ERT. Gotta wait for at least a month.

She says that I'm as sweet as the dessert that she can eat non-stop. Muahahahaha.

And so, we ended our day by visiting a boutique nearby. I'm so proud that she finally has the guts to drive alone! Unlike me. So sad boohoohoo.

Anyways, miss you lots! 7 years of friendship and still counting eh? ❤ 

Can't Wait.

For finals to over because after that, I don't have to go to school everyday till September!! Isn't that fabulousssssssssss! *squealing*

That's because I'm going for an internship for the next 3 months. *jumping down from the ceiling*

Goodbye my pillow and bed. I shall miss you. *sob*


But wait, there's some exciting coming up! I have one week of sem break before sending myself off to a bank counting cash and trying to be the King (or Queen) of investment everyday.

I would like to meet Ms ERT for REAL ( we ARE GOING to meet each other this time right -.- ) and try to catch up with my other friends. Maybe Ah Kian will organise another gathering around that time. And also with ZQ they all.

Yesssss, it's all about catching up catching up catching up. With people.


And also something that I would like to start, long time ago. I will not say anything yet, because there's nothing to be told, and just few of my friends know what is going on, but I sincerely hope for God's blessings and that this, will work and lead to success. Therefore there will be meetings else where.

Because of this thingy, I've been doing some secret stuff training. Hehehehehe.




Maybe for once, I should start wearing high heels. Try to stand with them at least. You know, maybe, just maybe, I can try a mere 4-inch ones?

Dear Auni

Welcome back home. Do not be surprised that I can sing. In fact, I can sing very well. Sorry I forgot that you're supposed to be back home this week. I didn't notice that time does fly too fast. Thank you for scrolling my FB profile because you miss me too much. And sorry for not mentioning you in my previous blog post.

Oh, I stalked your Twitter, and realised that your medic friend is being very medic. Hati kan keras punya? xD


I MISS YOU AUNI.




Ps: Please don't read what's below this sentence.

Auni is the one who asks me to write I miss her in my blog.

A Date with Ms ERT & Nani ❤

FINALLY! After years of not seeing each other, and kept on having to postpone the dates are over! We finally met up! After webcam with each other a week ago. Ngehehe.

I wasn't that confident with ERT's driving, but with Nani beside her, ok la. Boleh terima la. xD

I was fussing over where to go today, to The Curve, Sunway Giza or anywhere else? But in the end we decided it was alright to go to Sunway Giza, since ERT has never been there before.

Ooopps.

When we got down from ERT's car, I yelled "AUNI YOU'RE WEARING SKIRT!!!!!!!!" Even Nani also said "Ya la kan? I pun terkejut nampak Auni pakai skirt."

Ngehehehe.

They had their breakfast and were still full, while I can eat anything because I had early breakfast. After round and round in Giza, we went to Tong Pak Fu for desserts.

I know I know, it was around 11a.m and we had desserts. But they were too full for any so-called main course, and I had no absolute reason on why we should not have desserts first. Trust me. :3

We spent hours flipping the menu because there are just too many types of desserts and we certainly want to try all of those. If we can, that is.

In the end, me and ERT chose Snow Ice. Hers is Almond Snow Ice, which I couldn't taste any almond. And mine is Chocolate Snow Ice. I was thinking whether to choose Coffee or Chocolate but since ERT doesn't eat/drink/taste coffee, I chose Choc in the end.

And Nani ordered waffle, which is the most delicious waffle I've taste for my entire 19 years of life. Mm-mmmm.

Got ice-cream somemore! ><

And this was the best picture ever since 2009 of me and ERT. ❤

Of course, me and Nani!

Nani would love to bring back the wallpaper of the shop back. If she can. :3

We just chatted and talked for an hour or so, before we decided that it was time to, go for the main course. Ngehehehe.

We went to Ichiban Boshi for SUSHI. Turned out ERT had special memories with Japanese food. Especially SALMON. :3

We ordered a medium set and share share eat.

And we talked talked talked again.

Around 2p.m, we left Giza. Before we say goodbye to Giza,

ERT fetched me home. Camwhore whenever there were red lights lol.

Just so pro of making faces. I mean me. Muahahahaha.

Hope to see her again!

❤

Skyping With Ms ERT =P

Finally both of us are free and thought that we can see each other tomorrow, but! Because of the haze, I decided to skip class.

Sorry ERT, my fault. =(

I called her to say that I'm sorry, but her phone line was kinda bad (as ALWAYS), so I said let's just SKYPE!

And guess what? When our conversation started, I only can see her picture appeared on screen and I was like asking her why I couldn't see your face?

Her answer? SSSSSHHHHHYYYYY LAAAAAAAAAA. -_-

 
But in the end I successfully made her to showed her face to me, and ok la, I understand why you're so sshhhhyyyyy la. =P

Not seeing each other for almost 2.5 years is just so not the excuse. :\

So we talked talked and talked, and guess what! I even made her shed a few tears. Just because I still keep her birthday gift for me. :3


Never mind, if you still feel guilty, you can always give me your DSLR as compensation, I really don't mind~ ^_^


And yeah, that's very sweet of you for changing your fav colour from blue to pink! I thought we're a team! ><


I realized that I kept on making faces, most probably because I can see myself at the bottom right screen, even though small, but yeah, I treated it as a mirror and made a lot of cute faces.

ERT you're just jealous that I can make faces. Muahahahahaha.


Then we talked bout where I stayed. I bluffed that I'm staying in a condo, no, a SKYSCRAPER.


"Me and my family live in the 1st and 2nd floor. My uncle lives in the 3rd floor. And my aunt lives in the 4th floor."

"Oooohh, so your relatives all stay near you la? Just different floors la?"

"Ah yes, and guess which level is my grandma staying now?"

"Err, I don't know?"

"The 101st floor!"

"Wah, so tall ah your condo?"

"Yup! Wanna see the picture of the building?"

"Ok~"

"Go Google, type TWIN TOWERS."


 *paused for a second or two*


"I HAAAAATTTTTEEEEE YOUUUUUUU!!!!!!!!!"



HAHAHAHAHAHA!!! I was actually starting to laugh at my own joke when I said that my uncle lives in the 3rd floor and my aunty at the 4th floor, but she didn't seem to notice. Ain't my fault~ xD


Jokes aside, it has been a long long long time since I last saw you! So, yeah, I do miss you! I really hope to see you like really soon because if not, we'll just have to wait until, you graduate?

Or nevermind la, we can just have lunch together by skyping. Just bring our lunch and eat in front of each other, with 2 laptops in between us. :3


Love ya! ❤

Peace Please, Thank You. =)

I'm sure that all of you, ok, maybe not all, for those who don't a give a damn on what's going on around the world, know what's going on between Israel and Palestin.

Thank God that the war had stopped now, and let's pray that it won't happen again.

Sometimes I think that races are not the most crucial problem, but religion is. And this is one of the main issue on why parents objected their children's relationships because of religion reason. Directly it is the problem on why relationships never work out in the end.

Friends of different races can last long, priority given that religion is never ever mentioned by anyone. But for relationships until the point where you wanna get married, for those who are lucky enough to be accepted, congrats, but for those who ain't lucky enough to receive blessings from the elders, it's just a very sad, sad thing, for not able to be with the one whom you love and who love you for your rest of your life.

Anyway, talking 'bout marriage, I just came back from my neighbour's daughter's wedding ceremony, and yes, they are Malays.

Actually tomorrow is the actual date, but today is some sort of err, gathering I think. This wedding ceremony is a bit grand, since it takes up quite a lot of place, and had us parking our cars a distant away because the road is blocked.

Both the bride and bridegroom are doctors, I think they know each other when they were in university, maybe? Not close with them, just that sometimes the bride's father, whom we called as Haji will have a chit chat with us neighbours whenever we see each other. Quite a nice man, and speaks pretty good English, and all his children are very successful indeed. Doctors, accountants, architects, you name it. Their success all come from a very good teaching from their parents, and it's truly a blessing.

Will be attending their actual wedding ceremony tomorrow. Hmm, craving for rendang mm-hmm. =P

And I wanna introduce a blogger name Vivy Yusof. She was once a fashion columnist for The Star newspaper, but already resigned, to be 100% focus on her own fashion business I think. She's only 24 years old, but she already has her own fashion label, which, her business partner, is her husband.

Yeap, she's already married, with the guy whom she dated with 6 years ago, whom, I think, she met when she was studying overseas. 

It's always so nice, for having your partner-in-life to be your business partner, vice-versa too. You can share your thoughts and ideas on the same stuffs everywhere, anytime. And besides, she's sooooo pretty.

I'm so envy. ><

Here's her blog by the way:  http://www.proudduck.com/


Ps: Dear Ms ERT, when will it be your turn to be a bride? I'll be one of your pengapit right? RIGHT? So when will it be? *fingers-crossing* =DDDDDDD

C'est La Vie ;)

So, whassssup in Twitter? 

Replying tweets, replying tweets, replying tweets, and replying tweets. 

Oh!! I forgot to mention another thing! Which is replying tweets!! =D



=3=

That's all what I do in Twitter. Not bother to find a new nice background for it at all, just leave it for Ms ERT to change the background whatsoever. 

Conclusion: I still prefer FB lol. 

Next! We're reminded by Ms Econ, that our final exam, yes, for our last sem before we graduate, will be in a month time. And I somehow get a shock everytime I write the date, then only realise that, it's going to be November. 

Like, whaaaaat? How come so fast? I feel like I just finish my sem2 holidays and have just started my sem3 lessons omg. ><


BigBang's concert had just passed. Obviously I didn't go. But why did GD and TOP exchange hair colour? The greenish-blue hair is like the symbol of TOP, and I was searching for the greenish-blue hair guy when I watched the media press conference after their concert in Taiwan, only to realise that the guy is GD, not TOP. ==

B's life in the USA seems like a blast. I don't know her, she doesn't know me either hahaha! Just a cousin of a friend who transferred out from my highschool during F4, who went to the States with my friend few months ago. 

Everytime she update her blog, I feel like, I know her life. And my oh my. Sometimes I envy her life, and wish that I can be there too. It must feel sad for leaving the place where you were born and grow up for 18 years, but great that you have the opportunity to live in other country, though parents are not together, but with the accompaniment of relatives, let it be close and distance, it must be great. 

Speaking of studying abroad, Singapore is always the 1st choice. Of my mum's. Mine is Australia, 'cause the currency exchange is around the same, Singapore is too near to Malaysia, besides, me not like Singapore that much, but because of the standard of education, it will be cool if you can study there. ( Yeah yeah yeah with the pressure and stress and all that? No doubt you can't excel. )

Well, first things first. Let's just finish up degree, and the rest, let's plan later shall we? I mean ME, haha. 


Anyway, to that person who called me and gave me the shocking news on Monday when I was in Genting, I just read your blog, and err again, chi bu si ni la!!! ( Sorry I'm not using my laptop so I can't type chinese words hehe ) Don't worry about this unnecessary stuffs la aiyo!!! 

And this kind of thing right, it's actually some kind of fate maybe? For them to meet you in the midst of so many people, maybe you can stop worrying and give it a try? =]]]]]]]



Assignment, assignment and presentation. All come at once out of sudden. Gosh. 

Voila. =)

Life's Been Pretty Pretty Good

And sweet. And nice. And whatever positive adjectives that you can use. 

Learning how to dance is one of the best things in sem 3. And been complained non-stop by my partner is another one. 

NOT.

That Kangaroo, only gave me compliments like, twice during the whole month. But at least he's much more better than.... oh never mind.

I have backups who scolded him off everytime he complained hahahahaha nice. =P

Ms ERT had been begging me to create a Twitter account 'cause apparently, she's the one who got bored with FB and decided to pull me into the sea of Twitter too. I was lazy to do all those sign-up stuffs so I asked her to create for me if she insists that I should learn how to tweet.

And I'm having confusions over how to check whether anyone tag me in their tweets. ==


It's October now, and we have one and a half month, approximately, before we graduate from foundation. Time flies too fast eh? I don't want to go to work after I graduate from degreeeeeeee!! TT

Curry, Blondie and Kangaroo will be in the same course and intake with me next year weeeeeee~ But Rotiboy still not sure yet boooooo. And there's the Ipoh, still undecided on which course she wanna take. :|


Finally Q remember to teach me how to change background of the blog, through screenshots. It's actually very easy, silly me. ==


Plus, the f5s just graduated in SEGi~ I find it quite interesting 'cause this batch of juniors have a lot of fate with SEGi. They had been going to SEGi for seminars and visits since f3, and now graduated here too! Hahahahaha. All dai gor lui dai gor zai alrd~ Next year hope to see some of you here also ya! ;))))


I've been quite excited with my new life next year! 1st of all, to get my hair dyed! The problem is, I'm so figured-minded. I don't know whether to dye it dark-goldish-brown, or brownish-brown, or reddish-brown. =3=

2nd of all, degree. Will be making new friends? =D

3rd of all, change phone! Samsung SII maybe hehe. Its price had been decreased in 2 months, by next year maybe better price? But then will I fall in love with another phone? == I don't care. I need a phone with a better MP and the function of camwhore. == It seems like I should buy a camera, not a phone. ==



Oh, if you wanna follow me through Twitter, @jazz_mint25 is my account! =D

PS: Ms ERT, I still can't believe the fact that you're using PINK as background omg. ==

Voila! =D

To Auni

Jasmine says that she thought you said you will be helping her to sign up a Twitter account and will manage it on her behalf that’s why she’s still wwwaaaaaiiiiittttiiiinnnnnngggggggg.  She doesn’t mind a cherry. As long as it’s something blue. She says thank you.

Love ya! =D

Congrats, I Shall Say? =P

Someone, tsk tsk, is feeling high over heels now. 

Oh wait, that's not the actual phrase but uh, never mind that. 

You forgot to mention me in your blog!

"He knows it. You know it. You both know it."

Hey! You should add something like, "Oh, she knows it too."

Yeah, that should do just fine. 

So he's just another nerd who doesn't know what to do when his crush likes him back, who confesses to him first?

Ok ok ok, fine. I'll take back my words of calling him a nerd. 

But it's the fact ma! ><

People who are smart in studies face difficulties in handling something like this.
 

Anyway, because of this good news, I'll let you be awesome alright? Till when it's my turn.

 

Keep it up girl! And congrats again yo. =')

19/05

Huhuhuhuhuhuhuhuhuhuhuhu! I forgot Auni's b'day! Her 18th! The big day and I forgot!

Totally. Forgot.

What did I do to make myself forgot the oh-so important date?

Very simple.

1st of all, I went to BRP to tutor my cousin. So, very, busy.

2nd of all, my lunch appointment was a success as ZQ accompanied me for lunch @yik dai ga. So, thrilled to see her again, and to chat with her.

3rd of all, went to Old town White Coffee @Kota Damansara and used the WiFi there then only I saw the b'days.

As easy as ABC right? Hahahahaha!

But anyways, I was the 1st to wish her.

You know why? 

Because I already wished her last month. Yup, same date, but last month. 

I thought her b'day is 19.04.

=3=

I always like to embarrass myself, I figure it out.

Back to today's appointment with ZQ. When I saw her, I straight away asked her to stay a distance from me.

Puh-lease la! You're tall enough already, still wanna wear high heels! You think that I'm not short enough la now? ><

I invited her for lunch after the tuition, but she already ate so she watched me while I ate. ==

So we talked talked talked talked talked talked talked talked talked talked talked talked talked talked talked talked  until I went home. Hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha.

And I got my schedule already. Wanna smacked my head after looking at it.

The time is so weird till I don't know whether I should have lunch 1st, or later, because it's like, either I have lunch at 11, or 2. =3=

Then for tutorial classes we have to split into 2 groups. We only have 50 over students in our class but I don't know why they still want us to be separated. We haven't know who will be in G1 and who, in G2. So yam gong. :\

But we only have early class, means at 8 on Mondays. The rest 10 something only start.

Pity the lecturers. They have double work to do.

Pity us. Have to be separated. Especially the G2 students. They're the ones, maybe ME, always have to study till 3 something or 5.

See. Now time so weird. How to practice piano? >3<

And those who got 6As and above are called to attend the Majlis Anugerah Cemerlang tomorrow.

Guess where's the venue?

An auditorium in Sg Buloh. Hmm, not a problem.

But, in. The. HOSPITAL.

Aiya! Dai gat lai see mea! xDDDDDDDDDDD

Got $$$$$$ some more of course we wanna attend la~ Not like our school's majlis, those who got full As didn't even attend that ceremony. Including me la hahaha.

Voila. =)

Follow Your Heart

That day out of sudden I received her call and was like, whoa! All the way from where you're calling from just to seek for my opinion? Seems that I'm one of your most important friends eh? =P

Sometimes when I'm given the options, the person who gave me the choices just can't respect my decision, must say something like, " Why you don't want to choose this lea? That's better ma. " or " Are you sure or not? Don't regret wor. I still think you choose that one better la. "

Then what for you gave me the right to choose!!!!!

Grrr. Seriously hate it.

Back to my point.

There's a friend of mine, couldn't choose whether to stay at where she is now, or to transfer out to the place which she just got accepted in. In this case, I'm talking 'bout college.

The moment she told me, I said easy la, you split yourself into 2 then no problem already. xD

I asked her to make a table 'bout the advantages of the 2 colleges, which she already did. 

The one that she's in now has 8 advantages whereas the new place holds only 2 advantages.

But most importantly, she prefers the courses which the new place offered her. 

Easy. Simply because she loves the subjects.

The interest is there.

The reason why she can't make a decision is because the course that she's studying right now provides a better future with a bigger career opportunity compared to the course in the new place.

I also asked her whether or not she'll regret the choice that she makes in the end. If you think you'll regret, don't go for it. You've to analyze and predict the future 1st.

In the end, the decision that she made is the one that I already bet that she'll choose.

So, follow your heart. It's easier said than done but you just have to. Even when it has the least advantages, as long as your heart belongs there, advantages don't matter anymore.

It's the same thing when you can't decide on who to choose to be your bf when more than one like you. xDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

See? I just can relate anything to something 'bout love. AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!!

Countdown

0:11:5:6

As I'm typing this.

My 18th birthday. In a place far far away from my home.

Nah, just Ipoh la. Haha.

It'll be a bit down, without my friends. Aww. =(

No more surprise from them.

But never mind. I just want a personal sms wish from them. Without the reminder from fb. Haha

And I never like my b'day to clash with other "big days", example, CNY. Because everyone will be busy with this big day and forget my b'day! TT

But thank God, it's just once in a while. At least there ain't any fixed day on my b'day, example, Valentines Day or Christmas Day. Haha. That way I'll only get 2-in-1 present. =P

Alright, gotta go.

Auni, stop visiting my blog for countdown.
Because you'll be leaving on the same day as my b'day. BOO. :|

Friends? Or More?

Maybe you caught yourself in a situation like this:

You, a girl, and a guy.

You 2 are friends. Then, more than that. But you don't consider yourselves as a couple 'cause apparently you 2 don't date, and no one really confess to the other person.

Though obviously, you 2 are more than friends.

He thought of confessing, but changed his mind. You too, think 'bout confessing but you have no idea what he's thinking.And the most importantly, why and what changed his mind?

What do you do? Leave it, and move on? It depends.

I'm not talking 'bout myself of course. Though, I have a similar situation.

Nah, just kidding.

But then, when the 2 of you are no longer seeing each other as often as before, say, due to different study places or working places, if you're one of them, will you choose to confess?

If you confess, and the other one tell you that he/she likes you too, will you be " in a relationship " ? Knowing that you won't be able to see each other for a long time?

Can you handle it?

What if he meets another girl? What if YOU meet another guy?

Will your heart still be there for him/her?

If both of you chose not to say anything, but still you're so close to each other, I say, maybe being a family will be a better choice.

Yes, family. A type of relationship which is higher than friends but not a couple.

Sometimes, couples who break up consider themselves as a family IF and only if they broke up in peace, without any arguments.

Maybe you don't have to go through the pain. Being in love but when it ends, it hurts you very much.

Maybe you choose to skip the stage of being together and straight away be a family, knowing that he/she will be there for you when you need him/her.

This kind of relationship is kinda special. When a person who does not related to you at all, becomes a part of your family.

Maybe that's why people love to put "in a complicated relationship" in fb. Haha. They ain't sure whether their friendship is just a friendship, or more than that. So, yeah..

It's just my opinion. The decision is always yours to make. =)

See? It'll be like, AAWWWW.      =(