HazeRain

HR is like an adventurer. You can't make plans with him because he might have last minute plans, can't wake up, just fall asleep, etc.

But I like him more when I don't make plans with him. Because that's when I see him more often. And at least I don't have to be angry with him for ffk. HAHAHAHAHA.

Whenever I know that he had came back, I'll just whatsapp him, telling him which days I have classes with lunch breaks at which hours.

And he'll just whatsapp me back whenever he's at Cova having his meals. He can just sit alone at PKC, and his friends will just pop out from nowhere saying hi and so on.


Now, that's HR. No plans, no appointments.

So, today we had a very early dismissal of class. But I was too lazy to walk to PKC so he drove from Cova to SEGi Tower. AWWWWWW SO NICEEEEEEEE hahahahahaha!!!

The moment he sat beside me immediately he became good friends with Nek. Apparently she's his new partner-in-crime and oh, they had knew each other for 9 years so my 6 years of friendship with him doesn't matter anymore. HMPH!

Somemore I'm an annoying and horrible friend! *WAIL*

After my annoying uni friends left, we talked about relationship and he asked me for infinity times on WHY I DON'T HAVE A BF YET?!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

And questions like:"Or maybe somebody got chase you but you blur-blur?"

NO MEANS NO LOR DON'T HAVE MEANS DON'T HAVE LOR BAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!

Once he showed me his new toy, a vapour which smells like shisha, and I said I can't stand the smell because it's too sweet.

Then he said:"I'm also very sweet but you can tahan?"

OMG HR SINCE WHEN YOU BECAME SO PERASAN DY?!!!

Do not ever intro your highschool friends to your uni friends
because once they become good friends,
all you want to do is just smacking them non-stop.

咱们别谈钱啦

因为朋友之间谈钱很伤感情。哈哈哈哈哈哈哈。

尤其是像我们酱从小到大（中五至今，就是从小到大的意思 lol）都在吵着谁比谁有钱的话题，没完没了。

现在还要跟我谈钱与未来的事。更吓我的是，“梦想能当饭吃咩？”这句话竟然从他的嘴里说出口。

鸟窝头安哥，你还好吧？

到最后他当然说服不了我，我很毫不留情地拒绝了他.......的销售产品。可是我却不小心地给了他一个朦胧的希望，让他立刻很开心地说，我等你啊！看来我不能告诉他我何时何日何月毕业，不然的话他很有可能不邀自请来参加我的毕业典礼后立刻拉我加入他的团队。

有几回给他踩，让我大喊“不要以为我不知道你在吃吃笑！” 他却说，没有啊，鼻子痒而已。-.-


后来我有点伤感。他提出的意见，我接受了。计划数个月的东西，泡汤了一半。他退出，但也没完全退出，说我会默默地在你的背后支持你。把这句话记在这篇文章，好让我可以在他反悔的时候用来告他。嘿嘿嘿嘿。

把自己说得那么伟大，好像要当我的守护天使，背后插着隐形的翅膀。他听了我这句话，只顾着吃吃笑。

我继续投入在我的戏剧化性格中。在做出这个决定时，有点心痛，也很不舍。
As if a part of me had been ripped off, but at the same time I am still myself as a whole.

好像有根刺，刺进我的心里。
“没有刺进啦。”
“刺一半啰。”

他说，有什么问题都可以找他。关于销售策略（他的专长）、宣传、下个月去整容时顺便帮问看下看下那边的时尚风格、不够钱跟他拿（偷笑）。

But but.... I need a driver!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
“自己驾车啦你。”  想象得出他在摆个-.-的表情，因为他的声音听起来，扁扁的。啊哈哈哈。
“可是我需要一个司机！！！！”
“……”


在爱情中，我们都扮演着同样的角色。我们都在等，我们都不打没把握的战。
I guess that is the reason why nothing has ever happened to us. 

An Uncle and An Aunty

I mean.... Ms ERT.

Okay, so let's talk about the short meeting with Uncle. It's so hard to meet him, so we hardly talked nonsense throughout the meeting since I had to meet Ms ERT after that.

So... blah blah blah blah. Hahahaha.

I'm starting to think whether I had innocently brought forward one of his dreams, or accidentally messed up his plans.

But definitely, we had switched roles. He wants everything to be fast, fast and fast, but I'm going on a slow pace, which resulted in him asking when am I going to get myself a data plan. He was like, how can you survive without data plan? I answered back by saying ain't I sitting in front of you well and alive? Bahahahaha.

Anyway he dropped me at Giza because apparently Ms ERT still didn't know how to go to McD, and the first song I heard in his car was..... ALL OF ME! For no reason, yesterday I had a quick thought whether I'll be listening to this song in his car or not. And there it was.

Sheeessshh, I'm starting to feel creepy of myself.

May I introduce to you~ The bird nest head Uncle~

He's just like Kaofu, everytime take pictures also want to send to other people to post online and tag them. Uncle said he doesn't look nice in this picture because he was using my camera. -.- In the end he used his iPhone to take but I refused to let him send to me and post. Muahahahahaha.

Did I mention that everytime I see Uncle there has to be some problems with me? The last time I started to have flu, this time I'm starting to have my wisdom tooth growing which results in ulcer. Gah.

So, Ms ERT had apprently arrived at Giza half an hour earlier than our meeting because she takut sesat. Guess what she did while waiting for me? She had Baskin Robbins as breakfast! Yay! Without me! Double yay!

So we went to Nadeje for lunch, and she wanted so badly to eat TPF's snowflake, so, no birthday cake hahahahaha. We ate Mango Snowflake and we updated each other about our stories, and no, we didn't go to the zoo and visit the pandas because we are not allowed to do it yet. Hahaha sorry Ms ERT. Gotta wait for at least a month.

She says that I'm as sweet as the dessert that she can eat non-stop. Muahahahaha.

And so, we ended our day by visiting a boutique nearby. I'm so proud that she finally has the guts to drive alone! Unlike me. So sad boohoohoo.

Anyways, miss you lots! 7 years of friendship and still counting eh? ❤ 

Can't Wait.

For finals to over because after that, I don't have to go to school everyday till September!! Isn't that fabulousssssssssss! *squealing*

That's because I'm going for an internship for the next 3 months. *jumping down from the ceiling*

Goodbye my pillow and bed. I shall miss you. *sob*


But wait, there's some exciting coming up! I have one week of sem break before sending myself off to a bank counting cash and trying to be the King (or Queen) of investment everyday.

I would like to meet Ms ERT for REAL ( we ARE GOING to meet each other this time right -.- ) and try to catch up with my other friends. Maybe Ah Kian will organise another gathering around that time. And also with ZQ they all.

Yesssss, it's all about catching up catching up catching up. With people.


And also something that I would like to start, long time ago. I will not say anything yet, because there's nothing to be told, and just few of my friends know what is going on, but I sincerely hope for God's blessings and that this, will work and lead to success. Therefore there will be meetings else where.

Because of this thingy, I've been doing some secret stuff training. Hehehehehe.




Maybe for once, I should start wearing high heels. Try to stand with them at least. You know, maybe, just maybe, I can try a mere 4-inch ones?

A Start

Of something new.










I hope I can trust you.

Angpao?

I think ever since the day I got the most serious diarrhea case ever in my life, my immune system has been getting worse.

Because I got sorethroat before CNY. Which lead to having cough. I just ate some kuih kapit. That's all. So mean la. =(


Have been starting to label all my blog posts. I've to start from the very first post, which was in 2009. Altogether there are like 580++ posts. Phew. But I'm not even halfway done yet. Sigh.

Faster start class. Can't stand the boredom. Bahahahaha.



And I can't believe that I never listen to Lorde's Royals. But, not my taste anyway. Ha. Unless it's like other songs that I have to listen to a few times only got feel. Hahaha.



Nicholas Lee mana angpao I HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.

Done. =)

1st of all, Chinese P2 was... Argh. You know what I mean.

During the break many students went to return their text books.

I'll only return mine next Thurs, don't want to be in a not-peaceful-situation, just incase KDU calls when I'm returning the books.

Hiq came again, to return his books also. Hi Nic. =P

SK, Pyee and I were discussing 'bout the driving course. Haiya, till now I haven't even register lea.

P1 was hmm, quite ok. One of the titles in section B was what I wrote for the school magazine, 'bout graduation.

Cool maaaaaan!

When the last paper finished, and when we were allowed to leave the hall, we were SOOOOOOOOOOOOOO relieved!

Couldn't believe that it's finally OVER!!!!

Snapped few pics with my friends and yeah, that will be out last pics wearing uniform. Ha.

Finally, no more " Go study ! " from Mum. Hehe.

Let's shout:

" AAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!"

To the f4s, next year will be your turn. All the best ya~ =P

Started to pack and sort out my high school books out for my cousin, never know that I have so many to pack. Sigh.

Voila. =)

1-1-1-1-1-1-1-1-1-1-1-1-1-1-1-1-1

1-1-1-1-1-1-1-1-1-1-1-1-1-1-1-1-1-1-1-1-1-1-1-1-1-1-1-1-1-1

More subject to go!!!

OMG! Can't believe that the last day of me wearing the school uniform will be over in 2 days!

I'll miss my uniform, but, I think I prefer not wearing it anymore.

No more school rules please! As the Aquarians, we're famous for the love of freedom, which means, no rules bounding us anymore!!! Woo-hooooooooo!

Oh, I nearly forgot 'bout today's Acc.

P1 was fine, p2 was fine also, the problem was, I know how to do, but I don't know how to do.

Forgive me for crapping, that happens when I finished my papers.

The non-Acc students came for a while too.

Shon came after p1 for lunch with Teo, Hiq appeared too, but his gang (Hez, Teo and Daniel) already left, so yeah... Just me and him.

He asked why I looked so stress? Haha. Normal la.

But we weren't smiling when we walked out from the school.

Because of something, which I haven't get the details from him yet.

=|

The good news :>>>>>>>> KDU sms-ed me to inform me for the interview this Thursday!

But, through... phone. That means I gotta be with my phone all day long 'cause I don't know what will happen if I miss the call. Oh well, better than nothing. I was actually hoping to go there for interview. Haha.

Now that I received the 'invitation', at least I know that I've chance to get it.

Pray for me will ya! Thank you!

Voila. =)

The Last Of Us Together

Ah, Chem, the subject which I didn't rely on that thick book. Only f4 and f5 modules.

Yes, I'm brave to do that 'cause all the while I didn't get good results for it. 50++ marks appeared in my results slip before.

Anyway, p1 was ok. During the less than 1 hour break, Sabrina and I were sitting on the floor at the last tunnel doing revisions, and that cat was sitting in front of us scratching herself. Yes, HER.

I was eating and I summoned HER to go to the right a bit.

Then SHE stopped scratching, stared at me with HER fierce eyes, then MEOWED at me with a sharp tone!!

Wei!!!! I said nicely to you lea! I didn't even SHOO you or something! You scold me ah?!!!!! :@

Food additives confused me for both p1 and p2. Ah, great.

P3!! Experiment : Salt!! ALAMAK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! MACAM MANA BUAT LA!

I brought my camera ( and phone actually ), snapped a few pics with it, 2 pics of me and Sabrina with my Malay girl classmates, one of me and Teo ( the 2nd pic after 5 years of being classmates ), one of me with Hiq ( after 3 years, now only we have our 1st pic, though it ain't that nice actually =P ), and 2 of the gay-pics. Yeap, guys hugging each other.

Due to some reasons, Hez fetched me back. And before that I'd no idea that he will fetch 3 guys too, Sufi, Zarifi, and Syed Daniel to go to The Store. For what? Not sure.

Thank God that one of the guys didn't end up sitting in front of the car. If you know what I mean. *grin*

Of course, I got to sit in front. Hez who loves me dearly.... as one of his girl-friends of course he won't let a girl sit with the guys right. Haha. He's famous for treating girls nicely, fyi.

Then the problem started.

The guys at the back there started to scream and shout for no reason! And I can't hear what were they trying to said, I mean screamed. They just simply shouted, and oh, did I mention that Hez doesn't like to use air conds and chose to open ALL his car windows?

Especially when I spoke with Hez, yes, with Chinese, they just repeated what I said, facing outside the windows.

Ouch, my ears wei!

But I didn't check whether the other drivers and passengers looked at us with those annoyed faces or weird expressions or not 'cause I was reading in Hez's car. And I was laughing all the way back home. Hez even wanted me to continue to speak in Chinese for them to repeat but no way!

Yeah, reading. Reading what Hiq wrote in my memory book (8 pages!) la. You think I was crazy till I started to revise for Acc in his car mea.

When I reached my home and wanna get down from the car, S.Daniel got down too. At 1st I thought he wanna play around and will enter the car again. But as I closed the car door while saying goodbye and thanks to Hez, S.Daniel shouted at me! Then only I realized that he wanna sit at the front passenger seat! Gosh! I didn't even think 'bout that! Then he used Chinese and screamed "What do you want?!!!" at me before entering the car.

I was just laughing way too hard! HAHAHAHA! Funny guys! Even though I never spoke to them before. Like seriously. Did I speak to them before? Hmm. @@

Anyways, Hiq was finally free from jail, the rest, Bio the next day.

Will give you a feedback soon Hiq, will do. =P

Voila. =)

A Week Gone

Moral :> Ah, the nonsense subject. Christie even created the 37th nilai which is Ketabahan and the definition for it was definitely hilarious! xD Finally, no more memorising! O yeah!

Add Maths :> P1 was ok for me, but P2 was a disaster!! The log topic that I love the most gave me a headache to solve it!! TT And it turned out that many people think that P2 was ok for them but not P1. Ok, so now it's my problem or theirs? How come almost every time my opinion is so different from them? :|

Physics :> Grr, the subject which I didn't bother to concentrate in class even though I sat at the 1st table because I'd absolutely no idea what the teacher was trying to teach and most of the topics needed me to revise by myself only I understand.

Btw, I need to attend an interview to get the scholarship next month 'cause apparently they gave away too much application forms when there are only that amount of scholarships given away. Last year no interviews occur but this year, too many geniuses got 9As and above!!! I didn't even get 10As, 'cause I got 1 C+ for Chinese (Actually I got B- but they increase the standards already so yeah.... TT ), an E for Sivik and a Terlalu Hebat for PJK.

Great results right? *grin*

3 more subjects, and I'm outta here.

Voila. =)

Once Juniors, Forever Juniors =)

Dear beloved Juniors.

Oh wait wait, too formal already, doesn't look like a blog if I write like that. *grins*

Anyways, got my memory book back from Lynn, my sis-in-school, haha.

Got 15 ++ signatures, not bad, most of them are Good Luck for SPM, thank you. =)

There are a few funny ones, I'll list them according the pages so don't be jealous if you ain't the 1st one that I write. =P

Venes Liew aka Captain Jack Sparrow. Ya ya Venes, I remember that, you don't have to put the initial behind your name. xD

Do you need to copy EXACTLY what S.Yi wrote? Owh well, I assume that you can't think of anything to write, right?

You copied everything, except for your name and signature. Haha!

Then Mandy, gee, thanks for the quite early birthday wish. It's just approximately 2 months away. Don't worry, I won't forget you! You're always the happy-go-lucky girl, stay happy always! =D

I finally know why Mandy and Qz were a pair for your drama.

Because both of you ( and only both of you ) just loooooovvvvvveeeeee to call me jie jie. ==

Qz, after graduate won't make any difference la, if I say don't call me jie jie, then next year will still be the same la. Haha. K la k la, I'll let you call me jie jie laa. =D

I still remember how shocking I was when you 1st called me jie jie after I added you back as a friend in FB.

WALAO! xDDDD

Hmm, maybe I'll consider adding both of you as bro and sis in FB. Kakaka. =P

Eh Mike, MayVis called me senior lea, so I don't want to call you senior. It's very weird actually.

You see ah, you're younger than me by 1 and half years old, and by the time I reach 18, you're still 16 wei. Still want me to call you senior? Very weird lor. xP

Ah, and Lynn, I'll write a post just 'bout you after SPM. To pay your 'kindness' 'cause you wrote a post just 'bout me few months back. And why after SPM? Apparently you can't chase after me and scream my name in school just incase I write any ehem thingy 'bout you. No worries, I won't post a pic of you with who, just like what you did. Ha. Ha.

Too bad I didn't get to snap pics with you guys, but still have chance right? Next year la, will come back to take SPM results, then if got time then me and Khang Le will attend the singing competition ( excited to see C.Hou, QZ and Mike performing again and QZ, throw more paper aeroplanes please! xD ), and and and, attending the Chinese Society High Tea again. Looking forward for another splendid drama!

Oh, btw, I still have your drama videos in my handphone, but not the whole drama la, you think my hand won't ache mea, having it to grab my phone for almost an hour. =P

So, when I have nothing to do, I'll just watch it. Hilarious as ever even though I've been watching the videos over and over again. Hahaha!

Glad to know all of you, I don't have any siblings, and I treat all of you like my siblings even though I always consider that we're of the same age.

See ya again someday alright!

=)

Now Or Never

It's now, or never.

Do your best now, as your future lies in your hand.

Remember to pray before the exam starts, don't fall asleep halfway the exam! xD

All the very best for the SPM students, you can do it!

Voila. =)

LOL, Merci =)

Last day of school, seriously, got our blessings from the teachers, I'll certainly miss them, especially my BM cikgu, she's really a funny and cute cikgu. Though the 1st few months learning from her made us headache, but it's really a blessing for having her to teach us.

I didn't get an A for BM for PMR, but I'm confident that I'll get it, for SPM, thanks to her. =)

After recess we went to hall to arrange our sittings, boy oh boy, me, Sabrina, Ching and YX were destined to sit together, that close! Phew! Btw, I sat at the last class (my former 1Azam class actually), with the speaker and fan on top of me.

Aww, well.

And the best thing was, having over 40++ friends, schoolmates and classmates to write something in my book for memories.

Most of them are of course, good luck for SPM.

Only Sabrina wrote an " A+ " essay for me ( she filled in 3 pages for God's sake! ). It really touched my heart. She actually expected me to cry, but I didn't. Haha. Sorry, guess I let her down but not showing my tears. *grins*

Really blessed to have you as my 2 year classmate and a wonderful friend too, Sabrina. We can just chat 'bout anything even though we don't have much commons, to be honest, and been crazy for no reason. Will miss those times that we had, really will, trust me.

Oh, and Hiq, a summary.

Haha.

Because I purposely handed him the book 10 mins before the school bell rang and he didn't have enough time to write a long essay that he said he wanted to do so. Apparently he snapped a B.I.G. D.E.A.L to Sabrina after learning that she wrote 3 pages, and he wanted to 'break her record' and write 4 pages, but ain't enough time. And all he wrote was I didn't give him enough time to write. One whole page, without spacing. Ha. Nice try, Hiq.

And Zack.... Left me with a loud W.E.I. to him after he gave me back my book. Sigh.

Shon wrote Food Duck for SPM, leaving me question marks popping out from my head.

Translation : Good Luck.

Gee.

Got 2 teachers to write their wishes, class teacher, Pn Mazita, and of course, the "Pink Panther", Pn Nazira.

(HUSH HUSH, DON'T LET HER KNOW THAT I WROTE THAT HERE. XPPPPP )

Anyway, it was really wonderful, and I'm going to give the form 4s to write next week. Hope that they can write something different, I got enough good luck for SPM.

Haha.

Oh, by the way, LOL stand for Lots Of Love here. And many thanks to those who wrote in that book.

Voila. =)

The Start Of Something New ----- GONNA BE

If you know High School Musical, then you'll know this song. Very nice. =)

It's like, FINALLY! I had this thing settled. Got the signature, the result slip, and the stamp. And delayed my going back home time and gotta had Mum waiting in the car for more than 15 minutes I think. But thanks to Sabrina, who packed my bag and brought it down to the office somemore!

Oh gosh!!! I'd never expected that she helped me until that stage! I thought that she'll just help me pack my bag and leave it there. And I wonder will I help her to bring it down if I were her. *grin* Thank you very much!!! <3

What's left? Submitting this application form, and wait. For the 2 letters to arrive. One will be the letter to inform my parents that they have received the application form, and another, to inform ME that I've received that wonderful present of mine.

Oh well, it's not that I'm so confident that I'll get it, but as the person in charge said, normally the students who applied WILL get it. And, once they give us the cert, they won't ask us the pay IF touch-wood, we didn't get the results for SPM like we did for the trials.

Translation:

I DON'T HAVE TO STUDY ANYMORE! WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE~ Even if I get all subjects fail, I still don't have to worry 'bout paying back! WAKAKAKAKA!




YOUR HEAD LAA! Dad gave me a stern face when I said that during dinner. Ah, ha, ha, Dad, I was just joking.

Ha. Ha.


Yikes.


My heart's currently splitting into 2 now, one is for the current and will-be-the-past-soon, another, the future, which is just 2 months away.

And sometimes, I saw my seniors'blog or FB status, they'll keep me wondering whether college life will be better than secondary life or not. 'Cause they seem to NOT enjoy college life at all. It actually sucks when I know this. Of course, it depends, and not all students think the same way. I just thought that no one will NOT enjoy college life?

Hmm, looks like I'm wrong after all.

Please, please, let me have a nice one. I don't want to be like them, looking back at the past, only realise that what I HAD was the best, and not what I'M HAVING now. ( I mean by the time I enter college. )

After SPM, I gotta buy cons ( grey one =P), and make-up? Like seriously? I hate the feeling of putting foundation on my face. I don't mind the eye part, but the face, and putting lipstick is sooo YUCK! I don't know how the ladies deal with the once-I-drink-water-there-will-be-lipstick-stain-on-the-glass situation.

Ok ok, fine, I put lipgloss but it's because my lips are dry! And it's certainly different than lipstick.

Owh well, enough with the make-ups. Looks like I'll minimise my on9 time, starting next month.

Let's suffer together, shall we? xD

Voila. =)

Graduation Day

I don't know why, but I just don't feel like blogging 'bout this event too much.

Sabrina looked like the MAS Airlines stewardess, and RJuan looked so pretty!

But I say, teacher, you mispronounced my name!! I wanna tell her when I stood beside her in the line before going upstage to take my certificate, but haiz, I didn't do it at the end.

And when I told her at school, she asked why I didn't tell her earlier?

I said,

"Segan ma."

Ha. Ha.

Segan? That's just so not me. Haha.

We took lots of pics, and because my laptop couldn't read my camera's memory card, I had to ask my dad to save the pics in a pendrive 1st, and that's why I think I'm the last person to upload pics for graduation.

And the best thing? We, the bus 2 passengers, gotta for 1 hour for our bus to arrive! There were 6 buses altogether, why us?!

By the time we reached school, no one was there anymore. Oh wait, got a few lah.

Countdown for SPM, err, I think I'll leave for the rest to do it.

Let's remember this wonderful day, where we spend our last moment together as schoolmates, and let's cherish it, shall we?

Voila. =)

KDU, Here I Come =)

Got my trial results through internet, I was really, seriously startled.

Is that MY results?

Seriously?

Really?

Unbelievable maaaan.

The 1st thing that came into my mind was,

Is this really my results or someone else's? Or maybe the teachers keyed in the wrong number?

I just couldn't believe it.

Especially Physics. As I'd said, I seriously didn't know how to do paper 2, and when Hiq knew my result, he was a bit annoyed and asked:

"Then that day you said you don't know how to do?"

Haha, sorry, but I really felt like that, please believe me.

Thank God for giving me His blessings, and wisdom, in order me to get this results.

I'd never ever thought that I can get this kind of results before, so I really thank God for that.

And I now, I'll try to get the 100% free tuition waiver for KDU, and I changed my mind, I don't think I'll be taking A-levels, AUSMAT will be a better choice.

Save time, save my brain from suffering. Save money? IF only I get that scholarship.

So, KDU, wait for me. And oh, please grant me the scholarship. Please, please and please.

Thank you.

Speaking of college, I'm actually a bit nervous 'bout it 'cause it's January intake, and I'll be one of the few students going to college 1st.

And meeting new people, oh man, I'm nervous 'bout orientation day wei.

One think I like 'bout secondary school life is that all of us look 'original', girls without make-up, guys' hair are short and etc.

When the girls put on their make-up, you don't know how they look like without the make-up and they look pretty 'cause of their make-up.

And guys, I like them best when they cut their hair. In college, no hair rules, and guys will be lazy to cut their hair, and gosh, even tend to grow their hair long. Eww.

Tomorrow will be out graduation day, BIG day, too bad some of my friends won't be attending it.

Pray that it'll be smooth, will ya?

Voila. =)

Today Was

A fairy tale you were the prince
I used to be a damsel in distress
You took me by the hand, and you picked me up at six
Today was a fairytale, today was a fairytale

YEAH RIGHT.

Today was just not my day.

Stomach muscle cramp, tired, insomnia and lack of sleep, gotta shift to form 3 class and the table was extremely low plus extremely high chair ( I know I'm not tall thank you but still it made me uncomfortable by sitting on it) and the assembly was on for form3 students.

Argh.

What's worse?

Went to staffroom to get the teachers' signatures and saw my Acc teacher who asked me:

"Eh Jasmine, how come your akaun pengeluaran like that huh?"

Ah. Oh.

I didn't attend her class on that day so I wasn't so sure how to do that even though it wasn't that tough and I just learnt how to master it a day before Acc exams. Guess it wasn't enough.

Then when she wanna mark my Section B, she just frowned and asked how this like that while marking.

I can't bear to listen anymore so I just blah.

Extremely upset because the way she spoke made me feel disappointed with myself for letting her down 'cause I think she's expecting something more than what I'd done as she marked my papers 1st.

And I'm extremely disappointed with myself too, since I dropped from ST1/ST2 to this class just because of the sake of Acc. I really hope that I can do it well but from the expression that teacher gave me today, I can only say, it's my fault for not able to do the best.

What's worst? My Physics 2.

Apart from saying it was terrible for me, I'd nothing more to say.

To other people, it was considered easy because they got something much more than what I'd got. They were well-prepared but not me.

Do you know how bad did I feel for letting people down because I didn't do the best that they expected me to?

Apart from feeling bad, upset, disappointed, I gotta check the dictionary for more similar words.


Owh well, I guess life still goes on even though it sucks sometimes.

I guess I gotta be more prepared for the real SPM.

Gotta go.

Voila. =)

It's Rainy, It's Windy, It's Not Sunny

And I'm sleepy.

Oh, how I love myself for making rhymes like that. *grin*

I had Acc today, P1 was tricky enough. And P2, haiz, no comments.

Sabrina wished me luck yesterday, even Henry also sms-ed me yesterday to wish me luck, and as he said, what a loyal friend is he.

Where's the rest huh? I don't think anyone remember that I was taking Acc today 'cause my whole gang is taking Bio, except me.

What a siiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiighhhhhhhhhhhhhh.

And I was so sleeeeeeepy. Ya see, the weather's so nice, lil bit windy, lil bit rainy with a lil bit cold, owh, I need my sleep.

And thanks to the exams the 2 big dark circles appeared. Ya know, eye circles. Actually I don't need lack of sleep to have them. I have them since when I was born I think, 'cause I have nose sensitivity which I think can contribute the the eye circles.

My hair, yes, today, one of my classmate asked me:

"Jasmine, you cut your hair?"

I just wailed at her:

"Last weeeeeeeek!"

"Oh, last week!? Sorry, tak perasan~"

=3=

The 1st day I went to school after my last cut, more than 1 person thought I just made my hair thinner, after they looked carefully then only they asked whether I cut my hair shorter or what.

Haiz.

Last papers on Thurs!!! And only gotta go to school on next Wed.

Wah, let's go hang out alright?

Voila. =D

One Word For Chinese

TOUGH.

HARD.

DIFFICULT.

Oh well, that's 3 words. Anymore similarities??

Seriously hard lah. I wonder whether they really take the past year STPM papers for us to do or what.

Do you still remember Nasuha? Yesterday was the 3rd month since she passed away, I just realized that.

Wow. So fast. It had been 3 months.

Missed the last activity of Chinese Society today. They had invited 2/3 composers, and I was reluctant to stay 'cause I thought I wanna study Acc and I thought (yes, again.) that not many of friends will be staying back (till 2pm), then when I knew that almost all of my friends were staying, I tried to call my mum but the stupid public phone rosak. Again. But hey! I thought I just saw a student using it before my turn!!!! Not fair wei!

So, I just dropped by at the hall for, well, 3 minutes I think, after my Chinese paper 1 , before I left.

Sigh. I should really stay. It was fun, I think.


*Ps: I just edited a few posts, just click here:

Me Myself And I
Stalker

Feelings

S.P.M T.R.I.A.L

IS SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

SCARY!!!!!!!!!!

I know I know, I ain't suppose to be blogging now, but chill, it won't take a long time.

Besides, I didn't log into my FB.

Don't believe? Ha, I know you won't since my laptop is always in front of me but trust me, I didn't log into FB for 3 days, then I'd tried 4 days, now aiming for 6 days, till Friday only I'll log in.

And why am I online now? Haha, of course it's because of---------- SOMETHING IMPORTANT.


Btw, did you notice that the Bible reading that I put at the right side keep on changing? I change it every month, and choose a suitable one by not repeating it. I chose a line from Proverbs this month, it's 'bout lies, and I certainly love it.

Oh well, got to go. Won't be going to school for 4 consecutive Mondays, including today. Whoa!

Break a leg to all Form5s, pray for wisdom before the exams start alright! And I certainly wanna pray that I won't be careless again, as always. Because of that do you know how many marks did I lose for the past 11 years of exams?

Alright alright, have a good night of sleep and see ya all tomorrow!

Voila! =)