To NiLiWaKi =P

Dear Nic,

I would like to lodge a complain about the dirty environment due to some maniac like you trying to fool around with me again.

Yes, I know there's a JAS in my name but that doesn't mean that I'm the Head of Department of the Jabatan Alam Sekitar [JAS] where you can lodge a report like this. Ha. Ha.

Do you realise that this's my book? There are 4 Sabrinas in 2 pages ya know!

Actually I don't know your existence when I was 13. Or 14. I only start knowing you when I was 15 and a half. Haha. It was then only your name appeared in my diary, once in a while la. Oh yes, I have the habit of keeping diaries so whatever you'd said, don't try to deny 'cause there are RECORDS in my diaries.

1st of all, I don't know why there's a sudden change 'bout you from last year till this year's April. Maybe we ain't that close and only started to know each other this year ( after April ). I even can say that you RESPECT me as a girl. Once you sat beside me, and Teo was like, asking you to put your arm around my shoulder, just like what he was doing to Tasha, but you said : " Hey! It's Jasmine la! " See, this shows that you respect me as a girl. Even till this year you didn't disturb me that much till April, the month which my nightmares began.

WOOTs.

These are, I mean, were the things that you did to kacau me:

1.) Stuck your leg out to trip me but thank God I never fell down after your many attempts to do so.

2.) Used the oh-so colourful feather duster to "clean" the back of my uniform.

3.) Crumpled the papers when you wanna distribute the exercises by teacher to me.

4.) Pretended that you wanna spit into my tupperware bottle.

5.) Stole my bread / egg tart / whatever food that I brought to school.

6.) Took something of mine and pretended that you didn't take it when I wanna use it. Be it eraser, calculator etc etc

7.) Passed my Milo here, there, anywhere, everywhere with Teo.

8.) I gotta have permit to sweat if not you'll scold me.

9.) I gotta have your permission to speak if not you'll snap me a :" Who give you permission to speak?"

10.) Loved to give the back of my hand a good slap just to see my hand turned from white to red and had fun doing that. Are you nuts? O.o

11.) Can just conteng something in my books ah, exam papers ah, etc. I saw a tic-tac-toe in my Chem paper, and a Hiq's awesome in BM paper when I sorted out my things for my cousins. And oh, the what Hiq eat roti canai Jasmine owes him McD, yaya, I didn't erase that, still in my A4 papers book and still with me. Satisfy?

12.) Complaint 'bout me non-stop. Always said that you wanna complain to my parents that I treat you very bad. Ha. Ha. That reminds me of that time when you purposely tagged me in FB when you wished ZQing happy Birthday. = =

Funny right? I even haven't include last year's but I already wrote 1 or 2 in my blog last year. You read also, I remember, so, yeah.

You can imagine how annoyed I was everytime you kacau me like that. These are only the top 12 that I can remember, but trust me, there were a lot more. *grin*

Oh, did I mention that you did the 1st 4 things in just a single day?

Actually I don't mind you annoying me with those kinds of things because you really brighten up my day and yeah, I did smile and laugh. But sometimes, when I shot you the serious face and asked you to stop what you were saying, you ignored me and continued, and THAT really pissed me off. Sometimes I laughed 'bout what you said but it was just because your tone was very funny, not what were you saying. So maybe you misunderstood  that I liked the things that you said.

That time when you-know-who skipped Sej 1 during SPM, I was worried 'bout him and when I asked him, you asked me whether will I have the same reaction if you're the one who skipped the exam, with a serious face. Of course I will! You're one of my closest friends, Nic. But that time he was talking to me and suddenly you asked me this question PLUS because of your constant disturb, I didn't say yes. Simply just wanna annoy you. *grin*

I wish, Nic, I don't have to be angry and upset with you all the times. I mean, of course I wanna treat everyone nice right, since they didn't do something that will hurt me or etc. But sometimes you spoke things that I don't wanna hear, or the things you did make me feel frustrated and upset till I gotta raised up my voice to scold you, and you think I didn't feel bad at all?

No!! I felt terribly bad! I never intended to hurt my friends' feelings! But I just couldn't help it. Believe me, no one wants to treat their friends like that.

But since you always annoyed me, or added on a bit sarcasm, so I also treated you the same way and that leaded you to complaint why I only shared my bread with Teo and not you, why this why that etc. I never ever like people to use the word stupid 'cause it's so harsh and sarcastic and full of self-centerness , but because of you, I broke my record and you were the 1st and the only person that I used this word on.

And konon2-nya you were so proud of it but changed your mind the next day by using your tie to tie me around. Ha. Ha.

Even on the last day I see you in uniform I still got the chance to use it. Because you kept talking 'bout him. Argh. I felt so terrible! Your last day maaaaaan!

Even though you always annoyed me, but when I used the silent-treatment you'll come to me and apologised and asked what did you say to make me felt angry 'bout you. Though this kind of situation is very rare but still, I appreciate it. Thank you.

So, here I am, to apologise to you too, for the things that I'd said that hurt your feelings and for the actions that I did which made you felt annoyed.

Sorry, Nic. And sorry for not apologising face-to-face to you.

And there were times that I kept waiting for you to reply my messages, I know that sometimes you still have credits in your phone but you didn't bother to reply me, that was why I was upset. You only liked to gimme calls, which ooops, leaded to miss calls and yeah, I don't know why, almost everytime I wanna call you or you wanna call me, I just gotta miss it. It will be very rare if I pick up my phone during your 1st call. And vice-versa. Sorry for missing your calls.

That's why I don't like to sms you, and even though you were the 1st person that I thought of, when there was an intruder who missed call me non-stop and sms-ed me which ended up that he's a tak senonoh person ( I can't find any more suitable word to use ), I chose to ask Hez for help 'cause your phone is always ain't by your side, so by the time I needed your help...... I don't need you anymore.

But hey, if coincidentally I needed help and we were chatting, you'll just gimme a call and ensured that everything will be ok.

Same to me, I'm glad that I can be your listener to your problems. Even though at times I couldn't do anything to help, so.. yeah.

Anyway, I like the way how we communicate. We can just snap at each other without feeling offense. That's special, ain't so? And thanks for the stars, I still have them with me. I know that my few stars to you already disappear into a thin air right? I don't believe that you keep them safe and sound.

Haha.

We'll still keep in touch with each other right? Right? =)

Conclusion : Your letter is an A+ essay, excluding the few spelling errors. Keep it up. =D