There's a story that I would like to tell.
Once upon a time, there was a boy, he was very, very naughty. In fact, if you ask me, I guess I can even use the word BAD to describe him.
Yes, he skipped school to hang out with his friends or went to cybercafe to play on9 games, he stole money, and went disappear without informing us where he was going and left me and my parents worrying 'bout him till we thought someone had kidnapped him and kept searching in every possible places with hope that we can bring him safely back home.
As time flies, he had a gf. They knew each other since high school, or maybe even primary school, and their relationship was very stable.
He never like study, but intended to enter the Accounts class during form 4. Because of the incident where the mischievous students threw his bag out of the class while he wasn't in class made him hate study even more.
Yes, he was interested in Accounts, but then just because his bag was thrown out from class, the teacher said that he couldn't enter the class anymore 'cause it was already full.
Just, like that.
But though he didn't like to study, and was quite playful, his gf's parents hired him to work at their own legal firm, and his gf, eventually wanna study law after they graduated.
Their relationship went on and on, till the year when they were both 18 or 19, I couldn't remember.
That was during CNY, when we arrived his house, finding him hiding himself in his room. Not in the mood to see anyone.
His gf met an accident, and was in a coma situation.
Few weeks after, she left.
She's a pretty one. I used to add her in Friendster and saw her pictures though I never met her personally.
Fast forward, now he's 23. For these 2 years, I kept asking him when he's going to get married, he always answered me, " No I won't marry. But I would love to attend your wedding. "
And asking him whether he had a new gf or not, he said he didn't plan to find a new one.
Then that day, I saw his FB status. The 1st time I ever saw him writing that long, and was a very emotional status too.
He said that even though she had left him few years back, he still couldn't accept the fact that she was gone. Everyday he thought that time can help him to forget everything, but he still can't forget all those memories that they once had together. He also thanked her for her advices, if not for her, he would be like what the fortune teller told him 'bout his attitude, may turn into a criminal or something, maybe even far far more worse.
These few years he shut himself up, his heart of course, and the things that he did. He never touched her belongings, and these few years he told himself to hang around, doing nothing 'cause he thought that by doing this he'll be able to forget her. Yes, he really did minimise missing her but in reality, he wasn't happy at all.
But then he met a guy in his workplace, who had the same situation also, and started to accept the fact that she was already gone. He's moving on now, but doesn't mean that he already forgot her. She'll still remain in his heart, as his memories.
Ok, so he wrote this in Chinese, and I translate it to English but looks like it ain't that good actually. :|
Anyway, this's the original status, if you know Chinese, you'll understand even more 'bout what he wrote.
虽然过了几年....但你的离去我至今还是无法完完全全的接受！每天都认为时间真的可以冲淡一切,但至今我还是没法忘记咱们的回忆！我们在一起所做的事情,行动... 我都还记得... 也谢谢你当初的教导和指点....如果不是你，恐怕我的性格会如当初算命先生所说的更恐怖暴躁，杀欺盗奸，无恶不作！ 这几年来我一直封闭自己所有的事情！你的东西我一样也没碰过...我每天都告诉自己要做的事情就只有玩....尽情的玩...只以为玩乐真的可以把你忘了,也能够继续减掉一些我对你的思念...没错,真的减了很多....但实际上的每一天我拼不快乐！渐渐地....我也慢慢能够接受了,加上最近在新地方工作里认识到的新朋友其中一个和我的情况有点相似！让我真正感觉到人生几十年的道理！ 我不再遗憾什么东西,我要重新来过属于自己的人生，你永远是我心中里的回忆！永别了 ......
I hope he doesn't mind that I post his status here. o.o
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