A Mixture of Feelings

At first it was excited, because one of my girls and one of my gang wanna help me to celebrate my b'day.

So, plans were out.

Day 1: 25th; With family.

Day 2: 26th; With my girls.

Day 3: 27th; With my gang.

Excited, excited, excited.

I even was in a teary mood 20 mins before my b'day 'cause Kypo made me a video for b'day! Just like what I did for her!

But this one is so so so much nicer, basically because she's the one who is the movie maker expert, and because there are recordings instead of just words (which are so boring. I know right.)!

During Ipoh's and Jiejie's recording, when they were kinda stuck with the don't-know-got-what-else-they-can-say situation, Kypo just shouted a "Faster get a boyfriend!!", so they also "Ah! Ah! Ah! Faster get a boyfriend!!".

=3=

Jiefu, ehem, I mean Sleeping Genius just couldn't resist by asking me to continue being stupid.

I think he means smart. xDDDD

Tauke Zai and The Cleaner macam shy2 like that, kept "err...errr...errr..." Hahahaha. =P

Kygong kept appearing, like, 3 or 4 times! You again ah?!! xD

And, Kypo and Crocodile purposely learn to dance a song 'bout friendship for me! So touching!!! TT



Then, the nightmare came.

I got Momo's wish, which came along with a bad news, which was Day 2 celebration had to be postponed 'cause one of them last min couldn't make it. And we had to postpone till next Sunday. So far far far away. =[

And not 100% confirm whether it's settled. :\

After that, at night only I knew that little William's body had been found in a river, and it was 75% confirmed that the body belongs to little William.

Felt so so so so sad.... Instantly all b'day mood gone dy.

Imagine how the parents felt... Even the word devastated is not enough to describe their feelings. :'(


Then, Qing informed me that many of my gang couldn't make it for Day 3 celebration. So, we canceled the celebration but then my parents will be going to BRP in the evening so we postponed the celebration from lunch to dinner. Only Pencil could made it, besides Qing.

Yes, I was very disappointed but then when I thought 'bout little William, I guess nothing can compare to the parents' feelings. My disappointment, is nothing. At all.

So I enjoyed my night with Qing and Pencil, teasing each other without any pressures.

My 19th b'day, full with a mixture of feelings. But it's alright. =]




Read this from Daly Grace for Teens, just love this bible verse. =]]]

Forget about what's happened; don't keep going over old history. 

Be alert, be present. I'm about to do something new.

Isaiah 43:18-19