I Wanna Change =]

As you know, my PTE presentation had just finished last Fri. I didn't practice that much, but surprisingly, I was able to present without much nervousness, and most important of all, I got all positive feedbacks from my lecturer.

Ok, so the difference between this presentation and AE presentation is only two things: the number of audiences, and the results.

For AE, it involved the whole class. And maybe because of that, I felt nervous and had a lousy mark.

For PTE, only the lecturer was in the class. But still, I don't think it was because of the audience.

So I thank God for the peacefulness in my heart and the confidence He gave me. The positive feedbacks really made my day and had me realised that I can be confident too. (Y)



And speaking of confidence, there are a few of my friends who have the confidence that I wish to have.

Sleeping Genius got his confidence through scout activities. 

Kypo got her confidence from dancing, I think.

Ga Jie and Ga Jie Fu got theirs from their part-time career.

Unc got his through the camp since he was in F3.


I want mine, and I know I'll get mine, with God's guidance and blessings. =]]]]]

Saw this in FB, which reminds me of the movie that we watched in class. The consequence of FEAR.

Yesterday chatted with Unc again. Walao. We talked for around one hour and a half, with my earphones spoiled, I had to hold my h/p for so long, resulting a lil bit of hand numbness. -_-

We talked 'bout attitudes, and, he gave me a few tips to not let other people think that I'm very cool, or COLD, especially with my if-I'm-emotionless-I'll-give-you-a-cold-look-without-me-knowing-it face.


1. Smile more. (Of course I know. Duh.)

2. Don't walk too fast. (Ok ok, I'll try.)

3. Don't think of anything when you're walking. (How did he know that I was thinking when I walked? I don't even notice. :\)

4. Be more 38. (I thought I'm already 38 enough. O.O)

5. When your friends' friends gathered around together, you should smile and be friendly. But don't over-do it because they might think you've some problems. (Err, ok. Try not to be too friendly. Or not friendly at all.) 

But in the end, just be yourself. Because, you are just the way you are. ;)

We have different personalities, just choose the one which suits you the most. =]

力宏说要改变自己! =】