Just the 2nd day and I'm starting to fatt mou already? Nah, just for today. But seriously, to a person who can't stay still and tak boleh tahan people who don't have initiatives to do work, to experience a time when you have nothing to do for the WHOLE DAY was quite a suffering time for me.
The company is a big company, but the branch is still a new one, hence it's small in size. But because of that, everyone seems to be close to each other, teasing each other like what we are doing now with our close friends. Anyway I got to know and talk to each of them today.
Few of my colleagues already started to ask me how do I feel about the working environment hahahaha. And most of them thought I'm in year 3 because that's when internships should be but for my case, it's an exception.
Indirectly地告诉你，别让你的心回到他身边。此时此刻的他，心里除了梦想，暂时是容不下其他人的。即使有，我们也不会懂是谁，可是很肯定的，那人不是你。不是我在编造故事，是他亲自告诉我。
或许我正在扮演着狠角色，或许你会很讨厌我，说我的人格很虚伪，只是想说，他对你说过的话做过的事，也一样会这样对其他人。在他与你联络的同一时间，也在与我联系，不排除正与好几个人聊着同个一个话题。这是他对所有朋友的一种态度。
男生总不介意与发生过纠结的女生做回朋友，但他们绝不会想提起往事。简单来说，有话题就聊，有共同的兴趣，就做好朋友，以前的事，对他们来说一点也不重要了。
我只是以你的角度来看待整件事，或许我误会了，也或许我的猜测没错。怎样都好，只想说，我不想你再次为了同一个人而受伤。
不要再让你的情绪因为他而上下起伏了。
By the way, at night only I know that sang fan shu means stupid LOL. I mean it means it something like lok dei sang gan. Your roots will stay where they are and you have no way to move, which describes me as nothing to do so no need to move. But okay, I get it. I prefer to be a carrot than a potato.
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