Finally.

So, the moment I realised that I needed to contact him personally (not through FB anymore), I panicked and kept on telling Nek GG LOR CANNOT FOCUS ON REVISIONS ALREADY.

And the answer.... is the excuses that I created for him. Exactly the same. I mean I don't know the details, BUT I hate to think that he's that type of person who likes to come and go as he wishes.

There MUST be SOMETHING behind the delays.

Though I don't dare to give much hope because after so many excuses that I created for people, I ended up disappointed because the reason why they didn't do this and that is just simply because they are lazy blah blah. 

So I rather kinda thought of him as the weird person who has another not-so-good side of him who doesn't reply for no reason.

I rather think of the negative side of him and apologised for it(not that I really need to say sorry to him anyway :P) than to think of the positive side of him and be disappointed with his attitude.


Seriously, after all these years, I learn how to not let myself disappointed again.

If people treat you nice, do think that they really are nice people and not because they have a crush on you.

A very relevant case is what happened when I posted a fake devastated status in FB, and a hi-bye guy friend private message me to ask if I'm alright and just to ask me to cheer up. The whole scene is so hilarious because he really thought I'm really devastated and I couldn't stop laughing after wailing for an hour.

Okay it's actually not funny because he's just being very kind to comfort a friend which is not supposed to be treated as a joke.

I appreciated his comfort and he told me that many people think that he's flirting around when he comforts people. I was a bit shock because obviously I don't have a crush on him and I sincerely didn't think that he's using my devastated situation to take advantage for me to have good impression on him.

So it just means that, IF I have crush on this guy, if he comforts me like this, I'll go crazy and OMG for the whole day and annoy Nek by asking her DOES IT MEAN THAT HE LIKE ME THAT'S WHY HE NOTICES MY STUFF IN FB AND COMFORT ME?!!! and practically shakes her whole body if she's with me. Hahahahahaha.

Moral of the story: People is being nice, don't always treat them as if they have a crush on you.

Back to the main story.

I'm glad that he's not that kind of person and I sincerely hope that whatever dilemmas he's having now, will be solved eventually. Hope to see you soon. :) 


Help me Lord, to be honest when I am at fault and to confess that to You-instead if looking for someone else to blame. Thank You for taking my blame on Yourself.