Moon River

This post is not about this song, just a little bit related only. Because I'm listening to this song so I'll just put it as title hahaha.

On my first day of sem break I met my highschool Chinese teacher, Pn Tan at McDonald's! Such a long time since I saw her and she was with her son who is already 4 years old. Wow, time sure does fly fast. :)

So today we had our third practice and this time I brought our cellist 101 to meet the rest of the people. :D

Turned out that.... just a combination of cello and piano of one song need to insert so many things. What to play for introduction? What to play for bridge? What to play when piano is the accompaniment? Left hand play chords, right hand play what?

Right hand takes a rest la. Always do the hard work. xD

And my singing aiyayayaya still so flat.


After the practice Nek said she wanted to tell me something and I felt that it's quite serious because she wanted to call me to tell me the stuff.

I asked is it something bad? She said kinda.

My heart skipped a beat. No, I think my heartbeat stopped for 3 seconds.

First thought: Is it related to....him? O.O

I told her I was having dinner with my parents I cannot cry lea. :'( Just incase it's something that I cannot accept. :'(

And she assured that it's not related to him so I felt relieved. Hahaha.

Obviously it's about my part for our practice and she told me the feedbacks that she got from other people which I already knew.

Scared me wei. Feedbacks are meant to be good thing, not bad. They help you to improve. Not harm you. Hahahahahaha.

I know that a lot of people out there who are only willing to listen to positive feedbacks, and I learned that if I'm willing to accept negative feedbacks or failures with an open heart NOW at this age, I'll not suffer that much when I work in the future. Or anything related to improvement. If I'm not willing to lose, I can't afford to win.

It may be hard, especially when people just tell you straight at the face, but still the old saying, need to open your heart. Hahahaha. And always thank them for telling you the truth instead of saying yeah yeah not bad not bad when what they meant is actually you suck. :P

Though today my brain seemed to be very not cooperative because I just couldn't understand instantly what the others were trying to teach me. So the very blur. They practically want to kimchi-slap me over and over again. :| Even Q who just know them in person also joined in the crowd. So full of lovesssssss. :\\\\\\\\\



So just now from CSI, I learned something.

"You don't choose to live with someone that you know you can live with, you choose someone whom you think you cannot live without."

And I thought of LeAnn Rimes' How Do I Live Without You. Hehehehe.

From another drama, I also learned that sometimes it's not the person that you think will be with you forever, had changed. It's just that from different perspective of people, the characteristic of that particular person is different.

Like the guy in the drama. He is so talented when it comes to sketching. But his ex girlfriend thought that it's just a waste of time sketching unnecessary stuff and instead he should just find a stable job and share the responsibility. He's not caring and he's irresponsible as a man. In the end, they broke up.

3 years later, he met another girl who admires his talent of sketching and framed all his drawings on the wall. And because he knew that he already let down a girl, he learned from his mistake, so he changed to be a caring and responsible man when he's with this current girlfriend.

The same characteristics, from different people's point of view, becomes different and most of the time is the opposite feeling. You may dislike him for this habit but another person may cherish it.

In the end it's just about whether you really understand the person or not. :')


Suddenly I feel like doing some drawing and colouring during this sem break, other than practicing my piano and singing. All the arts-related stuff. Hehehehehe.