SEGi Combined Christian Fellowship Camp - DAY 3

I became the first to wake up because my phone was charging so when my phone alarm went off, I jumped up and bounced to my phone to switch off the alarm. Man, my head is frozen everytime this kind of incident happened. Forced myself to walk out from my room to the toilet, brush my teeth and wash my face, came back realised that everybody was still sleeping, woke my 2 roommates up, went to the next door, knocked their door, opened their door, woke everyone up.

Why am I always the good girl. -.-

So we went for devotion and breakfast as usual, and headed to the hall for final session.



Yesterday I cried a lot. Whether it was during worship or during prayers or during prayer requests. I felt that my heart is burdened.

And the only reason why my heart felt that way is only because of relationships.

The more I want to hide my feelings, the more I cried. Felt so so so sorrow.

Until the time where there was prayer request, and when I was waiting for someone to pray for me I just kept on crying. And Ms Carrie (an American lecturer teaching public speaking in SEGi Subang) prayed for me. The moment she prayed, I cried even more. Until I can feel the pain in my bones. I even shuttered because I was crying way too hard.

As she prayed, I began to feel a sense of peacefulness and slowly, I stopped crying. As if the burden in my heart had been taken away.

You might find it unbelievable. Prayers to you, maybe are just comfort words. But if is that so, I won't have this kind of feelings where I still have doubts. And I won't feel so much better after someone prayed for me.

Another thing about prayer is.. after I got my bruises, I complained to Wendy that his Iguana no take care of me that was why I got bruises. He got panicked and asked why both of us didn't pray for protection for each other? And even prayed a long prayer. My eyes were filled with tears when I heard his audio record.

It's always a blessing to have a life partner who walks on the same spiritual path as you. It's so different than being with someone who is not walking on the same path. And when Iguana told us that whether or not Wendy is her life partner (of course she wishes to), she prays that Wendy will be a Christian with strong faith.

That was the moment when I felt so selfish because all I want is for Husky to be a Christian IF we're meant to be life partners. In other words, it's okay if he's not should we don't have the chance to be together. :(

Maybe because God restored the strength in me, I didn't cry that much today. Even when we sang Jesus At The Center, I felt joyful instead of sadness. FYI, this is one song that never fails to make me weep or cry. But today, I don't feel the sadness anymore. Just during our final prayers I weep because there were people who were crying so due to my super sensitive tear gland, I cried a little. Haha.

And it was turn for Iguana to cry but it wasn't because of Wendy la. So it was my turn to comfort her hehehe.


I learned a lot during this camp. I learned that we as Christians are perceived as people of a different level that's why we are expected to not make mistakes that non-Christians do. Christians are not supposed to curse, drink, go to clubs, suicide and etc. 

Read the above paragraph again by substituting Christians with other religions such as Muslims and Buddhists.

We always wonder, why they do this why they do that? Aren't they supposed to be much holier than people without religions? That's why we need to constantly remind ourselves the things that we should do and shouldn't do. We are not perfect, but we're learning.

Science and law are not enough for the world. If so, why is there injustice? Because only through darkness, there's light.

Anyway, we ended our camp with lunch and the situation in the bus was totally the opposite of the beginning of the journey. People walked around and talked a lot with each other. After dropping the SEGi KL students, I realised that the people that we talked the most besides our own KD mates are the Subang ones hahaha.

Me and Iguana were being comfy at the second last row while putting our legs up on the seats in front of us.

#enjoyinglife hahahahaha

And when we reached our campus, Iguana was fret with the fact that her car was still not there (because Husky said he asked someone to refill her car's petrol and will be there soon).

Guess what? Husky was the someone who refilled petrol for her car and drove to campus because he wanted to give me a surprise and gave me a bottle of honey. Because I told him on the first night that my voice turned coarse due to too much of singing/worshiping. I didn't expect him to buy me honey. :'( If my parents came earlier by 30 seconds, I would have gone home by then.

So touched la. :')

Since he gave me honey I should call him my bee right? :P

Oh ya, we played Angel & Mortal during the camp where everyone is assigned to another person and you're supposed to take care of him/her SECRETLY. My Mortal was Marion and I suspected Peige was my Angel since she was there wherever I go and I always can feel her presence around me. Turned out that I was right! Hehehehe!

The envelope for Angels to drop snacks/love letters.

The snacks that I got~

And the love letters that I got!

So this is it. My very first camp which is also my first Christian Fellowship camp. Hope I'll grow to be a stronger Christian with stronger faith! And learn to surrender to God. :')