Growing up with a lot of high expectations around, is really pressuring. Especially when you've done well in your primary and secondary school years, I guess it's just normal for people to think that you'll continue to excel in your university, then career and family later on.
Sometimes really, I rather being the poor result kid who grows up to get good result, or even, better career.
This year starts with not-so good news. Starting with the break up, and then my finals result. And also job rejection.
But I always remember what Pastor Mike said few years back. It's okay to not start well, most important is that you enjoy the journey, you learn something, and you might end up ending your journey with great success.
And this quote helps me a lot, especially when I retake my driving exam and the day started with few problems and I was like, oh no I really don't want to retake this exam already but I managed to pass instead of making my performance worse.
Dai gat lai see! xD
So now is still the beginning of the year. And even though it didn't start well, but I'm hoping that I'll be able to get a career that I will enjoy. Really. Love your job and you'll never need to work a day! Hahahahaha.
From Accounting, Finance, Audit, I have narrow it down to Finance only and also narrow the scope down to Mortgage. So...hopefully got good news coming la!
Even though the result is already in the expectation, but sometimes you just can't stop wishing that you can try harder and change the outcome. Nevertheless, disappointments always teach me to be less perfect because yeah, I'm a perfectionist. I love to set beautiful record straight. But I gotta learn how to love my own imperfections. ;)
A perverse person stirs up conflict, and a gossip separates close friends. - Proverbs 16:18 -
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