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Tuesday, August 13, 2019

Why Me?

It has been more than 3 weeks since I was discharged from hospital.

From that day till now, I had heard news of friend's friend passed away due to dengue, I had heard the news of dengue cases rising and we need to be very careful, more cases of deaths due to dengue, and most recently, a partner of our company is in critical condition due to dengue for a month. Till now I still feel shaken when I heard dengue cases especially those who are close to me. And when I feel heaty due to the weather nowadays, I'm being sensitive and scare that I might be getting dengue again. 

Also Typhoon Lekima hit Langkawi/Penang, and further to Taiwan and now China. Death tolls risen tremendously.

Not to forget, the protests in HK. Their protests reminded me of our past rallies, which had always been peaceful (at least I remember Bersih rallies were quite peaceful), but theirs, oh my gosh. It's just so violence.

Incidents like these make me wonder, why I'm survived from the dengue incident when my friend's friend passed away? Why I'm in a place whereby we're very protected by typhoons? Why violent protests don't take place in M'sia and we're safe from the violence?

I must have certain duties to fulfill and I need to seek God's voice to find out what are they. First and foremost is of course being grateful. 

What's next?

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